I see you.
You’ve been wandering long enough to stumble into the planning office.
The pages you’ve been reading were never intended to exist in isolation.
- Every essay is connected to another.
- Every observation leaves a thread behind.
- Every question eventually finds another question to pull.
The list below is my current attempt at weaving those threads into a single continuous path.
Not because it’s the only path.
Because it’s the first one.
The goal isn’t to explain every song.
It’s to make sure every song is reachable.
To build enough roads that, eventually, the Archive becomes a place people can explore instead of a route they simply follow.
Once those roads exist new connections become possible.
Old conclusions become negotiable.
The map starts drawing itself.
Will this remain the final order?
Almost certainly not.
The Archive has a habit of changing its mind.
Fortunately…
So does its Archivist.
| Thread From previous song | Song title | Thread to next Song | Loop # |
|---|---|---|---|
| you woke me up one night dripping crimson on the carpet | Are You Really Okay? | cutting deeper than these scars could run | 2 |
| The new scars that i didnt ask for | Dark Signs | I hate who i have become everytime I wake up | 3 |
| You have awakened whats beneath again | Dangerous | what will it take to stem the flood | 3 |
| pull myself beneath the waves | High Water | Basking in the solace of regret | 1 |
| is it better to just not feel | DYWTYLM | my reflection just wont smile back at me like it should | |
| the moment you smiled back at me | Rain | wash out the salt from my earth | 3 |
| dont you bathe in rivers | Take Aim | I will be yours i just want to be worth it | 3 |
| My hands are not worthy | Jericho | I dine on old encounters | |
| We still know how to feed | Sugar | my arms keep you in the room | |
| caught in the careless arms of lust again | fields of elation | the fields of elation so soft and loamy | 1 |
| Ive been waking up under blades | Damocles | Wake up alone and Ill be forgotten | 2 |
| I used to know myself | Look to windward | coughing up blood in the twilight | 1 |
| You live to empty my lungs | Say that you will | Is that a blade in your palm | 2 |
| I come as a blade | Chokehold | A sacred guardian | 3 |
| Are you the guardian angel hacking into my brain cells | Past Self | guiding hands in this hell house | 2 |
| You guide me in | Telomeres | I drink you in | 2 |
| You only drink the water when you think its holy | Granite | You gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave | 1 |
| Someone who wasnt always crying on the journey back | Gethsemane | I was your robot companion | 1 |
| These days im a circuit board- integrated hardware you cannot afford | Aqua Regia | when im done dancing to alarm bells | 1 |
| When we met i could see dark signs, alarm bells in your eyes | Dark Signs | I might break and bend to my basic need to be loved | 3 |
| Im still full of the love you want | The Love You Want | are you waiting to save your love for someone I am not | 1 |
| I have waited, paralyzed by my own will | Mine | we balance fire in the earth we walk | 2 |
| in a city of ice there are burning cathedrals | Fall for me | fall for me from reality | 3 |
| you hypnotize me | Hypnosis | split my skin, make me bleed | 2 |
| go back and forth, lacerate | Higher | i look for scarlet and you look for ultraviolet. | 1 |
| Ive got a river running right into you | The summoning | Did I mistake you for a sign from god | 1 |
| I am driven to distration | Distraction | Driven to distraction | 2 |
| One eye on the target, 2 bricks on the throttle | infinite baths | Teeth of god blood of man | |
| Canines of the savior | Emergence | I have a feeling we’re close to the end | 2 |
| You will never be the same | The way that you were | You will never be the same | 3 |